ish . still gt one week jau trial jor . still haven study seriously argh . sei mou .
2day have lunch at parade vf my dear , kean soon n yit meng at sushi king . quite nice de =)))
bt smtg happened after make me beh song . fine . dun wan talk abt tat .

recently many unhappy things happened around me at skul . owayxz jz lyk moody at skul .
haihxz . i think i cant find the solution for tat ady . i decide to transfer skul . bt still dunno whether wan tyo change to which skul . i wanna change a new environment . i wan to start a new life . i wan be myself truely from my heart . can i .?? bt i still dunno is it gonna be . i have to discuss vf my parents 1st . hope it can be come true .

dunno wat's going on vf me recently . after back home jau 4get abt my homework til clear . whn teacher wan check only realize . an unlucky thing was happened 2day . i 4get to do my worksheet which are gave by teacher laz week . shit . 2day teacher is gonna to check . my fren n i punya worksheet dirampas by teacher jor . cz teacher said who re din do at all den rampas all the worksheet . oh no!! teacher so cruel . nd to photostat back . ish .

around 4 im waiting 4 my dear msg . keep looked at my phone n worried . >_<
ding dong~!
yeah!! my msg was came . happy ^3^
bt my dear was looked lyk unhappy .  he said cz of his mom . bt jz small thing . so din tell me .
quite happy cz can sms vf dear . tired oso nvm =))))

nearly 6 . he's gonna return the phone to yong kang . dunno y he told me he's no mood tat time . hmmmm . worry . ask him y . bt he really nd to return phone le . hmmm . okie ba . bye .

after tat, i keep on worry him . thimking abt him . ish . vvvv miss u a dear . T_T
feel lyk cry . dear . whr re u nw .?? ur sor zhu is missing u .

lougong . whr re u .??? ur sor zhu look 4 u nw . T_T

昨天是三德的家长日
我可以明白你那种心情
很抱歉的，我不能一直陪着你
因为我参加了一个交流会
活动期间我也有不时sms你，想知道你的情况
理所当然的，你一定心情很不好
对不起

晚上，你突然告诉我你爸妈要收你手机
星期一至五，六和日才能拿回
…………………
我整个人顿时晴天霹雳
我该给什么反应　为什么会这样？？
怎么办？？而且还是到trial过后

我去洗把脸 再和你聊天
你哭着跟我说对不起
而且还说你爸可能会在两年后送你去aus
…………………
怎么会这样？？我接收不到 我面对不到
听了心都酸了
宝贝，不要这样啦 不是你的错 别哭了 T＿T

你冷静下来了
慢慢谈着谈着
又到我哭了 wuwu~~ T＿T
心好痛 好不舍得我的宝贝
每天放学时都很期待
期待着回到家可以和我宝贝sms
可是现在都没了
我要怎么面对
我一直哭你就一直哄我
我心很痛
觉得很不公平
明明你自己也很难过 很不舍得
可是却还要装开心 安慰我
我不忍心
所以就跟你要求过一会儿再找你

哭了一下 去喝杯水 就找你了
不哭了
我们说好在这段期间要各自为自己而努力的
这只暂时的嘛 没关系的 =)))

本来还好好的
可是我又忍不住哭了
心真的很痛 很不舍得
怎么办？？？
当听见我哭 你心也很痛吧？

你说你累了 所以就睡了
关上电话
躲在被窝里一直在想
以后的几个星期要怎么过？？
眼泪不停的流 我很舍不得你
怎么办？？宝贝，我要陪着你
哭着哭着，哭累了就睡了

今早醒来 你说你也哭了 很不舍得
我看了 心好酸 眼泪也跟着流了
过后，洗了脸，吃了早餐
就想到准备一封叮咛信息给你
几乎都打好了 存了起来
看什么时候应该给你

想着想着 想通了一点
也没有那么不开心了
我们一定要努力喔！！
我并不怕我们的感情或因此而改变
我一直对我们的感情很有信心
只是始终会很不舍得
没关系 很快过得
生日没办法一起庆祝也没关系啊
我心里有你就可以了

宝贝，我们一定要加油喔！！ ^^

i LOVE 4/7 ♥

such a bad start 4 2day =((

woke at 7 at the morn . jz wake den go bath, brush n etc lyk normal .

bt i din sms my dear 1st . i only sms him after i done all the things n prepare to go ma fo .

after he knw, i can felt tat he gt abit angry . bt jz pretend as ntg .

i had breakfast vf a fei cz tat time jz we 2 at the ma fo n we haven eat oso .

im waiting 4 my dear coming after breakfast at ma fo .

finally, he came . i was vry nervous whn saw him . scare he dun choi me or treat me cold . >_<
somemore his bro was here .

he went down . after few seconds i went down oso . i din straight n go 5 him . bt hide n see wat his gonna to do n his mood .

at laz, i walked to his side . scare-nya . >_<

1st, he seems dun wan choi me . ofcz sad la me den go away .

he pulled my hand immediately n hugged me . yeeee =))

i keep asking gt angry me or nt . he jz smile n say ntg .

ish . i knw sure gt . sry dear .bt u din angry me 4 so long . so faz ntg ady . ^3^

we attended the class n sit 2gether . =))

learn smtg from diz class . tq fang hong . ^3^

ofcz we oso ve fun in diz class . joke vf fren . play vf dear . n many many . tq u all guys =))))

after diz we re went to gunung rapat Old Town kopitiam for our lunch .

me, dear, yuen yee n choon kang went by fang hong's car .

my dear n my lunch is a pepsi ice-crean float n wat wat gai si ho fen . (p/s: 4got the name n to take the pic . >_< )

btw, we all were vry happy =)))

we went back ma fo by wei liang's car . ish, koo yean n sze cheng so bad . purpose wan me sit on my dear . keep laugh n wanna take pic . ish ish . no image jor a . >_<
my dear protected me from the camera n hugged me . xixiz .

after back to ma fo, yuen yee n choon kang took their TEXT BOOK n go inside a room for study .

wei liang, koo yean, sze cheng n kent sit at the jiang tang n chat .

my dear n me pula . hieh hieh .

diz is cant b share to u all . guess ba . wahaha xD

b4 back,we chat at the outside n palyed ping pong .

i din joined cz i dunno to play at all n dun wan fish . >_<
my dad was came . i fetch koo yean oso .

we go to Mcd to buy my sis, younger sis n my dinner . tat'a all RM 33.50 . expensive-nya . >_<

after fetch koo yean back, i reached my home n eat my Mc Flurry .

i felt vry tired tat time . bt i dun wan to sleep . i still nd to iron my uniform later . ish . if dear bside me mai hou lo . T_T

i log in to my fb n i found tat my dear is the 1st of my biggest fans !! hahaha . happy sei me err . for more information pls view my profile =))

sud in gud mood =D mayb cz of tat result . haha . i told dear immediately . we still say wan gambateh for each other . likes more n comment more for each other . BEST-nya =))))

hw knw dear really like every my pics . diz sui ye . wanna spam my notification izit .?? hieh hieh . let me play vf u too . dun be shock if see ur notification boom . xD

dear keep beg me dun to do so . erm . okie ba . fong lei yat mah la . haha .

4/7 i ll nt 4get diz day . it's a great day for me n my dear . we LOVE it too ♥

ady 3 months from 2/4 the day we start till nw . no argue ♥

although gt smtg unhappy between us . bt it's okie . we still love each other nw .

I LOVE U~!!

Y2J神木與瞳-寬恕MV

a simple day =)

woke up at 9 smtg . eat breakfast . do hsework . lay on my sis bed n listen musicxz jz wait 4 my lunch . whee~

my sis is fb-ing while my younger sis keep on cum n kacau me . ish . disturb me to enjoy . xD

finally, my mom was back . yeah! my dearest chicken stick rice ♥

after eat i take some magazine to see . hw knw, yue see yue sleepy . fine . put back the magazine n go to sleep =)))

sry to my dear . i ve been sleep almost 2 hours . hear my msg alert . i open my eyes n see who re text me . 1st msg is from my dear . he said he nd me nw . after saw diz i totally awake n quickly reply my dear wat's going on . damn worry . hw knw, diz sor zhu try to hide me abt tat . sure i wont jau gem suen . after few times of bik gong finally my dear tell me . whee~ =)

round come diz sor zhu worrying abt 2nitexz de sam tet big function n next sat de parents day .

everytimes my dear oso ll nervous, scare whn doing big function . ofcz i sure ll console him . bt he still the same n the way he treat me gt abit diff . im scare >_< even gt abit moody . i din told him abt diz . scare make him more fan . i jz try to hide my feeling from him n pretend as ntg =) bt at laz let him cak quen oso . so i oso jz can tell him the truth . he keep on say sry on me . i reply him tat nvm n dun say sry . dunno y stiil moody tat time n argue vf mommy >_< damn bad mood ni haihxz .

function was start, the time leave dear T_T although jz nw really gt abit the feeling lyk dun wan choy him bt after leave him really feel lyk miss him so much . moody again =( 

Dear I MISS U!! I WAN U!! 

finally my dear sms me ady . happy sei ngo . ^3^ pity my dear . have been tired for few days jz for diz function . 2mr muz gv him a massage =) one more thing . ytd my dear is nt feeling well n din go tt jz for rest . he really rest one . no lie . (cz force by me . haha .) bt his mom 'wat' him tat he was lied n jz scold him dun hear wat he said . my dear called me n told me abt diz . he was vvvv angry tat time . scary >_< after i ask him to dun think anything n jz ve a rest . hope tat i can bside him n accompany him =((

3rd months anniversary ♥

jz having our lunch , wonder around n go kopitiam sit for a drink b4 back lyk normal =))

simple .

happy .

sweet .

memoriable . ♥

i lyk diz =)))